I'm not good with too much freedom. It's better when I can plan what to do when... However, as soon as everything is planed, I rebell against the plans and begin to form new ones.
It's hard to get everything done. I'm studying, I've a job, a boyfriend, a big hobby, my training, a family and friends. And I would like to more of my friends, but I don't want to give anything up...
Everything there is planed, gets done. Everything that has to be done, gets done.
In the morning I get up and go to school or to work. In the afternoon I study or work or sit at my table doing my hobby. In the evening I go home to my boyfriend or go to training. If there's a birthday in the family I go to it. But if some of my friends throws a party friday night, and I come home from work, tired, then more often than not, I stay home. I want to go and have fun, but I'm just to tired.
It's almost always my friends whom I neglect. I have five good friends, but how often do I see them? Once a month perhaps? Every 3. week? And that's the close one. The rest I see twice a year? No wonder I sometimes feel isolated. But there is always something. There is alway something I neglect. Maybe there is some truth in what one of my classmates said: "keep the weekends free"